What would your life be like free of fear?
Stable and consistant. Fear drives my every thought, even still, even more now because I know what it is like to have less fear and more faith. Fear-free Me would be sure of everything and more daring. Fear-free Me would never worry or have doubt. Fear-free Me would never be insecure when friends didn't call me back right away or when I was in a new group of people. Fear-free Me would be happy always. Fear-free Me would be well rested.
Is fear causing you to live a safe but boring life?
This is all relative. I hear from different branches of our family tree about how chaotic our life is. We have had our moments of no-fear and have done miraculous things. As far as writing goes, absolutely YES I am safe but boring. As far as raising the girls, absolutely YES. I won't take them anywhere that they may be in danger of being taken. This is a huge driving fear in my life. As far as giving away trust, Absolutely YES, safe and boring as I hoard the trust that I could choose to so freely give away.
How can I not let fear control me?
I have been taught to equate fear with caution. You can be cautious and fearless. I am working on this, but I have lost my momentum. Should I start over? My goal was to finish this and now I am all over the map. I honestly do not kow how to loose my fear leash. I must take this to the Lord in prayer. Fear is what holds my body together. If I let it go, I may fall apart. If I lose my fear edge, the good Lord may decide to take me home.
Have faith, not fear. This is scary.
Am I running from anything in my life?
I suppose I am running from my personal history. Dude, I have the worst writers block in history!!! Will continue or edit or change
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